下载爱情(Downloading Love)

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withthewidely-spreadinguseofputersandinter,itiseasyforustodownloadmanythingsrangingfrommp3tochattingtools,stillthereissomethingthatyoucannotdownloadonlywithputersandtheinter,whichiscalled“love”.

15monthsagowhenifirstexploredthiswonderfulillusorycyberworld,iwascapturedbytheromantiyberlove.theoneiwasinlovewithwasaknowledgeableandhumorousmanwhowasdoinghismasterdegree.ilaughedandcriedforhimsimplybecauseiwasinlove.istayedupwholenightchattingwithhimonthephonealsobecauseiwasinlove.isanganddancedandeverythinginmymindappearedsobeautiful,stillbecauseiwasinlove.withthiskindofromanticandexcitinglove,ithoughti‘dalreadygotthewholeworld.however,iwasnotsatisfiedthaticouldonlyfeelhimandmunicatewithhimthroughthewireortouchhimonthescreen.iwasnotsatisfiedthatwhenineededanarmtorestmyselfon,hewasnotwithme.iwasnotsatisfiedthathecouldnotstandshoulderbyshoulderwithmetoenjoythebeautyofthesea.allinall,iwasnotsatisfiedthatihadtoputallmypassiontowardhimintotheunemotionalwords.iwantedalove,areallovefromtherealworld.

thenwemet,intherealworld…

actually,withoutmymentioningtheend,ithinkyouwillhavealreadygottheanswer.yes,mytwo-month-longcyberloveendedinvainjustlikemostcyberlovershadalreadyexperienced.idon’twanttoargueforwhoisrightandwhoiswrong,foranydisputeonapastmatterismeaningless.infact,ishouldthankforthiskindofexperienceasithelpedmegrowupinthisillusoryworld.iknowthatmanyromanticsarenowdevotingthemselvesheartandsoulforthisdownloadingoflovewithwonderfulfantasyinyourmindtoo.idonotwanttoreduceyourcourageorconfidenceforthisdownloading,butidowanttoremindyouthattodownloadloveisnotaseasyaswedownloadamp3oralovelycartoon.todownloadalove,youneedmakemanypreparationsfrommanyaspectsandyouhavetotakepossibledownloadfailureintoconsiderationtoo.theprerequisiteofthisdownloadingisthatyoutwoareboundtogethertoprotectanddefendforthisdownloading,andwithoutthesupportfromeithersideyourdownloadingwillturntoafailure.

loveitselfisatenderbabywhoneedsspecialtendercareandprotectionfrombothsides.actually,thecyberworldisnotagoodlivingenvironmentforloveasitlacksmanynecessaryconditionsthatlovedependson.itisundoubtedthatitwillbemoredifficulttodownloaditfromaillusoryworldintoarealworld,anyway,ifyoutwohavealreadymadeenoughpreparations,vowedtooverealltheobstacles,andtotakeresponseforeverythinghappenedintherealworld,yourdownloadingismuchlikelytobeasuess,whoknows.